Bias, always bias. Why is it that you're always having high expectations of me, that pressurize me even more and I set a even higher expectation for myself. Higher hopes I have, the greater the disappointment I will get. Everyone has a choice, plenty of choices perhaps, but I don't. Maybe I'm just being lame to be sensitive over such things? But why can't I get equal treatment from people around me? I improved, you would just entertain me by one "good lor." When my standard stays there, no more no less. You would give me a "so many tuitions also no use." Whats that for? When he gets the marks that you wanted him to get, you would buy him something or treat him to something. But why I put in so much effort yet I get nothing? Well, its okay. I should just depend on myself, good for my future, being a better person next time. Everyone would want to be recognized, including me. I'm just too lousy to get that recognition, isn't it?