Fated to be a loner.

I don't know what to do, but to write down all my feelings here. I don't know who to talk to when I'm feeling down. I don't know how come these few days feels so lousy. Or maybe, I'm the one who's lousy? I totally admit, I'm a person whom don't give happiness; entertainment and don't bring laughter to people. I sucks, really. Even me myself think so. But then, that's not the way. If I continue to have such a thinking, I can assure that I will not be happy. I will always be pulled down by such worries and thinkings. Alone, forever? I don't know. Do you have any idea why I dislike going to school? When I'm in class, I don't know who to talk to and what to talk. So, its boring and no one bothers talking to me too. Alone, again. I hate it when it comes to free period, I've nothing better to do but sleep. I know, sleeping is lifeless. So? What else can I do? Nothing else. I only can express myself through typing out like this. I've nothing else to say I suppose. My life, is totally meaningless.