Somehow feel like ranting, but I don't wanna impose on anyone that's why I came here. Had bbq yesterday over at cousin's place. It felt like a heartwarming advanced Christmas party. No idea why, the feeling is back again. I promised someone not to keep it to myself, not to suffer by myself but I just don't wanna impose on anyone. Everyone have their own troubles, I can't possibly want someone with troubles to listen to my rants. I will be adding even more to their burdens. Is it me being too paranoid or is it you being too bias? I never fail to feel unwanted and unloved. Probably I'm unlikable, probably he's too lovable and fun to be with but this is the way I am. One day, everyone will find someone who will accept who they really are. It's just the matter of time, some will find them early; some will find them late but it's never too late.