Incompetent

Time flies, school reopened like 1 month ago and Chinese New Year have also passed. Enjoyed myself in Korea and now the stressful life started. There's something called, breaking down when you feel stressed. Right? I felt useless, for being lousy in everything I do. No matter academically wise or physically wise, I suck. Worst still, after being put down again and again, how am I supposed to gain self-esteem? Someone said this to me, if you think you're lousy, what do you think you can do about it? I answered, work harder. But he told me to work smarter instead of harder. I thought to myself, maybe my mind naturally grew on my ass, that's why I'm so dumb. And then I realized, actually I'm the one who's being lazy. I don't think I've tried my very best, it's just that I improved, compared to last year. Anyway, I'm currently watching L'Escargot to relax myself. I love Linda Chung. Okay maybe I should start blogging regularly, I feel much more better after typing out everything I feel.